working in H7

H7~~~wow~~人人都話幾"他調"~~~冇乜野忙...........但我入左去兩日........真係唔覺係咁他調lor~!!!!!!!!!係臨收工前about 2 hrs先free d~~~so at least要busy about 5 hrs la......係咁do 5 hrs 野幾hard ga........bp,temp,AR,SaO2,H'stix,BW,dressing,打insulin,派餐,chart IO,then又bp,temp,AR,SaO2,H'stix.........................係咁做..............repeat repeat repeat........好就好在呀爺成日俾我早收工!!!!!!!!!hahahaaa~~~咩都抵番!!!!!!!!!!!!kekee~~~


呢兩日都尚算順利...........希望之後都可以咁呢~~~但賺番黎既$$.....真係已經包含左我既血,汗同淚了.........and stress........and loss of appetite~~~arm arm pass 左that 3 days...我only eat過半碗rice...and some sandwich.........so shit........




but.............仲要做到next sun先有得O!!!!!頂!!!做足八日先off一日!!!仲未count be4 work in castle peak hospital that 5 days!!!!!!!!that means我要足足work 13 days...先有一日off ja!!!!!!!!!really 想做屎人咩!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

H7&G7

今朝番左QE..........終於知道左.......................


H7&G7~~~CTS ward wor............


聽說是好ward來的........


但擔心仍然不能停下來......


因為膽小同冇用是我的性格..........


十四天.......


會很快過嗎?????





今天去左唱k with lung brenda and ar恆~~~~~~long long time冇唱過咁la~~~in CPH自閉左nearly 2 months la~~~wakakaaa~~~好快就要投入新既environment la~~~有pay既job果然壓力都大埋!!!!!!!within these 14 days.......仲有埋資格去staff clinic睇醫生~~~hahahaa~~~之前只係有資格as a student去staff clinic實習..........but this time係totally different la~~~wakakaa~~~



我只希望每一日放工後能回家吃餐溫暖的飯...........即使是多辛苦....辛酸......遭大罵也好........只要能回家.........就已經足夠............

不能說出的感受

又快要一個月了~~~真的很快..........現在的生活...好像是個空白期.........沒有甚麼作為...沒有了自我...真的不知道自己在做甚麼........為了甚麼...........在追求甚麼.........像是自閉般~~~


幸好剛剛的週末去了macua+珠海玩玩樂~~~與父母何baby and other 親戚together~~~感覺好free~~~呢種free既feeling好似遺失左好耐咁..........好舒服好happy~~~唔知this feeling幾時先會再番番黎我度呢????in macau......行左好多路~~~hahaaa~~~亦都輸左幾舊水呀我地一家三口!!!!wakakaa~~~only玩大細同老虎機ja ma~~~咁都lose左幾舊水!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate casino ar!!!!入親去都冇好野既!!!!!!!!!幾舊水呀...........得我買左野佢好過啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!ai~~~besides...我地仲食左好多野..........影左好多相呢~~~~kekeee~~!!!


talk about CPH...由之前A002 till now E101.....都係行行企企咁..........but A002好d lor...起碼有番d routine野做下......actually whole A002 都幾好架........only有大羅here就唔好lor~~~and now E101.....forensic ga............應該都勁野黎ga~~~but actually佢地冇我想像得咁terrible lor~~~really...同正常人差不多吧!!!!!!!!!!but始終都係要打醒十二分精神...........as你really唔知佢幾時會郁手!!!話哂都有history丫!!!!!!但o係呢度真係得個企字.............sometimes blow ha water....但又有幾多野你blow丫!!我今日淨係同Asperger小妹妹吹食量都吹左粒幾鐘la!!!!!!!!!!真係俾佢煩屎呀!!!!!!!!!!唔答佢佢又會狂追住你ask...........really冇佢咁好氣架!!!!!!but從另一個角度諗..........佢really好poor....今年先得18yrs old..仲要個病係冇得醫!!!!!!!!!咁.............唔通要佢呢一世都stay at here咩??????點可以呀.......太殘忍la..........ai~~~so grey.....but i can do nth........i can't do anything for her.........



留在青山只剩下七天............雖然很多時候會好無聊...........但我仍然要好好享受這裏的一切.........因為機會實在太難得!!!!!!!!除非我真的癲了,否則我跟本不能走進這個瘋人院去感受他們的生活...他們的下半生..............