depression...

心情幾差下..........

depressed.......

開始成日諗負面野.........

好有壓力呀!!!!!!!!!!





我會唔會有精神病ga.........

hate

唔鐘意宜家this ward ar.........好多女人...好麻煩呀.......又唔知做得d乜...d姐姐又麻麻.......d miss又唔多理us........d pts又唔多frdly........d time好difficult to pass ar.......仲要做多2 weeks......天呀....多一個hr都唔想呀............






好想番番去B201...i miss u......

食左好多餐...

大年初一!!!!!!!!!!!!!!農曆新年快樂呀yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


今日真係好鬼忙呀~~~忙到嘔呀~~~又勁趕wor!!一早八點wake up la~~~搞掂好哂就如以往一樣.......出去圓玄學院拜左太歲先la~~~aiya...虎年又犯太歲la........always都有虎咁既!!!希望拜左真係會順利d呢~~~wakakaa~~~


拜完就去大家樂eat breakfast.......that is today既第一餐.......之後就去左葵盛........八姑婆's Home la~~~仲睇左少少justin既concert tim~~then就行去隔離幾座........去呀三伯父's Home la~~~又見到細佬呀妹呢~~~~so funny!!!!!再食左我地既第二餐in三伯父's Home!!!!!粥+糕...then又出發..........番去元朗朗屏上姨媽度!!!!!!!兩個表姐+their bf 都here~~~+埋gigi!!!!!wakakkaa~~~小肥狗狗~~~so cute!!!!!!!!!我地既第三餐係in姨媽's Home............之後又去左天水圍.........肥舅父家......呀b竟然上左大陸!!!!!!我成年冇見過佢la!!!!!!!!!so sad!!!!!!!!第四餐係食餃子in肥舅父's Home...好好味呀!!!係呀b既婆婆自己整架!!!!好勁呀~~~好la....又走la...去埋呀婆度!!!!!!!!!!食下腰果lor~~~and see 下tv~~~最後去番良景五伯父度~~~~~又有細佬呀妹la~~~~~kekekeee!!!仲多左個bb~~~好肥同好軟林林呀~~~~好好play ar!!!!!!!!仲會笑到kaka聲ga~~~~~wakakakaa~~~and最後一餐dinner in 五伯父's Home!!!!!!!!!wow!!!!!!!fnally.......back home....and三伯父come to my home........我又食左d年糕.............


嘩........食左咁多餐...............嚇屎人呀!!!!!wakakaaa~~~



tmr contine去拜年lor~~~~~kekee~~~

Dating Stephy

嘩呀stephy隻碟真係幾好聽喎!!!!!!!!成隻碟都好ok wor!!!!kekeee~~~


等你約會我

坐到深宵等待約見
就到生日　電話防似斷線　快入眠
難道怕　被忘記　最刻骨只因你
承諾字句手寫更入戲

＊浪漫太少　沒緊要　
從來沒有預計去安撫我寂寥　
從不會動搖　誰人沒說　我太可笑　
寂寞太多　受不了　
仍然在渴望這刻得到你照料　
如今已明瞭　曾承諾也許都不太重要＊

若有一天　準備遠去
讓我考慮　是否敢去面對　再會誰
其實怕　淡忘你　最刻骨只因你
承諾字句手寫我日記

浪漫太少　沒緊要
明明誓約令我　這心不再動搖
還把我治療　原來沒有愛的需要
寂寞太多　亦不錯
為何在渴望這刻可跟你慶賀
如等你極傻　還留字句信一天約會我


你好嗎?

活著便快樂麼
某某暗戀我　應該笑麼
事實上我亦想過　接受更加好過
不錯　尚有幾個話很愛慕我
便有需要扮出雀躍麼
潛在的陰影未過

永遠孤單也不怕　是否使你驚訝
你到底有什麼好　逼得我念掛
路過的　幾多位都不算差
全城朋友妒忌著我嗎　突然陌生化
我為何留下眼淚　懂嗎

妒忌著我什麼
說會愛寵我　亂講也可
沒動力去認知我　卻話最喜歡我
戀愛　為了使晚上可抱著過
為刺激與示威見太多
我愛的　偏偏避我

你已經娶了她嗎　掉得走記憶嗎
但我始終放不低　偏執有罪嗎
受了傷　傷口死不肯結疤
仍然迷信　終於等到她　遭你的欺詐
我仍然能被妒忌　真的嗎

不速之約

明明除夕亦迴避見我　情形很清楚
為何撞正這天想約我　我老友很多
若我還在自欺這叫拍拖　自尊怎麼過
然後我　磨煉單身一個
已麻木到　無人無物都可

＊不速之客再難博我歡心　
親疏之別大得叫我灰心　
寧願感情未發生　
也勝過被你當垃圾地押後約會至今　你妄想　
不速之約再來故作關心　
讓我　再博到虛假一個吻　
別來　愛人　愛神　
你無愧　便吻　(無謂前來扮有親)＊

原來仍舊未算抹殺我　明明該慶賀
移情別戀立心疏遠我　我已太清楚
面對離別在即不要再拖　便早點找我
寧願你　殘酷一點好過
禮物贈我　如何磨滅心魔


日久生情

曾共你相識那天　舊情未會老
螢幕的癡癡眼中　換來是控訴
怎麼想到能　一天走進熱愛跑道
大概一起了相擁過未算好
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖
能生出愛情　問我應不應去禱告

＊我相信是世間說共你都應該登對　
我心裡也許輕輕後退　
沉澱裡來獨對　期待的一個夢　
心醉　這個玄機為誰　
這一次願我可以在你身邊不失去　
怕只怕忘記了怎去追　
只需要擁緊你已不能留下淚垂　
和你只好相對＊

明白到初相見好　若然未愛到
時日的兜兜轉中　註定難計數
想得到永恆　只好一再受過傷害
直到一起了相擁過便更好
想可以愛到像世間深奧
能生出愛情　是最好心得有好報

我相信是世間說共你都應該登對
也許我已經輕輕默許
沉澱裡來獨對　期待的一個夢　
心醉 只有為你伴隨
這一次願我可以在你身邊不失去
怕只怕忘記了怎去追
只需要擁緊你已不能留下淚垂
陪我一生一對


好好聽呀真係!!!!!!!!!!

五百蚊

好可愛呀~~~佢地真係好可愛呀!!!!!!梁國銓同家照兩個人一齊爬低zzZZzz........wakakaaa~~~我都忍唔住偷拍左佢地!!!!!!wakakaa~~~因為平時梁國銓唔會咁架.......我都係第一次見佢訓ja~~~平時佢只會行黎行去or自言自語or狂turn d magazine lor!!!!!!wakakaa~~~所以呢個情境係好難得lor~~~wakakaaa~~~


今朝又番A.....我地又同李波打波~~~~hahaaa~~~打左粒幾鐘!!!rosa都學識埋開波tim ar~~~anthea都有學!!!!wakakaaa~~~till 930am la...我地get左d牌板就入左去recource centre度睇.......and整理下that two cases d info la........write write ha michelle and rosa都sleep埋~~~hahaaaa~~~~nearly 11am.......me and michelle就去左find呀陳姑娘to evaluate la~~~wow~~~michelle好勁ar~~~好順暢~~~finally miss都話我地有突破.......仲話幾詳細tim~~~kekeeee~~~michelle好得lor~~~wakakaa~~~


之後到pts lunch la......我地就睇tv.....金玉滿堂呀!!!!!!!wakakaaa~~~at that moment leh...見到文伙貴謝哂wor!!!!!!!oh~~~原來佢今朝去左physio度跑步呀~~~跑到冇哂力~~~淨係識drink cola lor!!!wakakaa~~~so lor man ar he~~~~跟住朱至平又走埋黎我面前.......佢又話自己出左糧.........有千幾蚊!!!跟住又話俾五百蚊我wor!!!!wakakaaa~~~佢仲叫我自己入station話"朱至平"呢個名就可以get $$ wor~~~wakakaaa~~~佢真係好鬼屎cutie ar~~~wakakaaa~~~130pm又走人lu~~~


then today去左建生yeh lam eat tea with michelle,rosa,anthea and jennifer~~~this is the first time 同michelle佢地食野ar~~~我地叫左五碟野shar繁黎食!!!!個肉醬意好正呀wakakaa~~~食完我就陪jennifer去市中心買衫~~~又食下魷魚蘇and ice cream~~~正呀!!!!!!!!nearly 6p la....back home lu~~~~


back jor home...bathing la....then肥狗又打番黎叫我去市中心eat din ar!!!!so finally又出番去lor~~~我又扭多左個green la!~~~~係open mouth ga!!!!wakakaaa~~~係be4 rita扭that one lai ga~~~yeah!!!!!!!!!!

arm arm睇完花樣呵!!!!!!!!!好滿足呀~~~唔知係咪就快大結局呢????唔想呀.........

變態佬!!!!!!!!

B201長頭髮+帶眼鏡既nurse.........要小心呀!!!!小心個蘇永雄呀!!!!!!!!!!!!佢.......佢真係變態架!!!!!!!!!好核突呀!!!!!!!!!!唔好同佢講咁多野呀!!!!!!!say個hi就算喇!!!!唔好令到佢有任何幻想呀!!!!!!!!!好terrible ar!!!!!!!!especially michelle and karen...........wakakakaa~~~~wu!!!諗起都打冷震呀!!!


arm arm整左we thur DM talk既poster~~~keee!!!


tmr陳姑娘會同我and michelle做evaluation!!!希望順順利利la~~~


and today去過A002 ask更表la...點知仲未有呀!!!!!next week geh更表都仲未有.....會唔會遲左d呢???there geh environment 都ok ga~~~setting係似B201 geh~~~唔知好唔好呢???but同學仔就話好boring lor!!!!wakakaaa~~~if又係boring geh...咁我寧願stay at B201 lu....起碼可以等佢地兩個weeks後番番黎嘛~~~keeee~~~


今日station d水仙花好香呀~~~~hahaaa~~~今年厔企冇種到呢......

李波波~~~

嘩哈哈哈哈哈................李波波呀!!!!好攞命呀!!!!!頭先行行下town centre...黃嘉恩phone me la...佢話佢頭先o係朗屏撞到李波!!!!!!!!wakakaaa~~~我就話.........有冇咁arm ar........as be4黃嘉恩番緊工that time先話maybe she will meet ar bolly in weekend la....點知佢真係撞到!!!!!!!!我已經狂笑架啦!!!!!!!!!最攞人命既係...........到我go home by west rail..........我...........我竟然o係兆康西鐵站又撞到呀李波呀!!!!!!!!!wakakakkaa~~~~有冇咁arm呀大佬!!!!!!!!!你撞完到我撞呵!!!!!!!!!!!wakakaa~~~so chi sin ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!tmr morning番工又會見到李波la~~~keee~~~


今晚食左大家樂既芝士火鍋呀~~~kekeee~~~好"lau"ar~~~~wakaaa~~~


我又扭左史迪仔呀~~~好可愛呀~~~但始終都冇一個open mouth geh.......我又扭多左個紅色呵.....真係好黑...........

希望this week慢慢咁過呢.........慢d慢d慢d慢d呀~~~~

買衫!!!

today 11sth wake up..........肥狗buy jor breakfast for me ar~~~咁食完又要開工lu~~~一年一度清潔god table又黎la~~~~~~wakakakaaa~~~一清就清左三粒鐘!!!!!!!!!之後cook野eat la~~~then肥狗就出左去lu~~~

till 5:30pm....我都出左去..........find小嬌嬌walk street la~~~in mei foo west rail station meet到choi b ar~~~wakakaa~~~唔知點解我今日有好強烈既感覺會撞到人架!!!原來係佢!!!!!我又嚇佢一跳呢!!!wakakakaa~~~之後同小嬌嬌去mk!!!!!!!yes!!!!!!!!有收穫喇!!!!宜家差下身ja~~~~我要等2%再平d先去buy~!!!!!!!!wakakaaa~~~快d平la please~~~~


之後dad都出埋mk eat din together~~~then we back jor tuen mun town centre walk walk~~~到小嬌嬌有收穫la~~~wakakaa~~~poor既肥狗就乜衫都buy唔到~~~just buy jor d fishes in mk ja~~~kekeeee~~~行行下我又撞到siu and tty!!!!wakakaa~~~果然又撞到人喇~~~女人既直覺係可靠既!!!!!最arm geh 係siu yesterday sin phone過我......today就meet到her la~~~wakakaaa~~~so funny~!!!maybe next week i will meet her again lor~~~wait ur phone call leh~~~


就快新年lu~~~~~~但唔知點解......氣氛不太濃厚........maybe because of得幾日假放la....初四要啟市!!!!!!!想放多幾日都冇..............ai~~~

濕地公園

今朝karen,rosa and me番A~~~一番到去又冇野做la~又唔想睇牌板住!!!之係我地同李波波打左場"激烈"既乒乓波呀wakakaa~~~打到好熱呀..........hahahahaa~~~~lor man ar~~~之後睇左陣牌板...........kai sir就番黎~~~佢著哂便服~~因為佢會同wai姑娘帶子力,伊pak旋同周健聰去wetland park ar!!!!!!!!!我地三個諗左好耐...........忍唔住去ask下la!!!!!!!oh!!!!竟然又有得outing ar!!!!!!!!!!好彩有問咋~~~徐爺好好人呀~~~又俾我地跟住去wor!!!又好彩我地係番A ja~~~所以我地就番quarter換衫la~~~搞掂就番番B201等出發!!!!!!

wakaa~~~真係幾諷刺lor~~~之前肥狗成日ai我陪佢去濕地公園....我都冇show過佢......因為我好唔like睇d風景呀......我really唔識欣賞lor~~~wakakakaa~~~但係估唔到.......今日我地有得去係咁happy lor!!!!!!係好exciting ar~~~although車費+入場費係自付...但我地三個仲happy過d pts lor!!!wakakaa~~~lor man ar~

不過今日真係好曬呀~~~係超熱lor!!!!!!!!!!actually o個度真係冇乜野睇ga ja~~~only睇到呀貝貝la~~~草呀昆蟲呀birds呀咁lor!!!d pts都唔多enjoy~~~maybe they all feel tired la....連miss同kai sir都唔願行咁!!!!!wakakaaa~~~得我地三個周圍睇咁!!!我地似pts多d lor!!!wakaaa~~~呀kai sir ar........佢真係超kai...成個人都好kai...連講既野都好kai......好lor膽呀佢!!!狂笑佢lor~~~難委佢讀左咁多書...個人咁kai geh~~~wakkakakaa~~~連有指示教點use望遠鏡佢都唔識睇!!!!!!!!wakakaaa~~~呀wai姑娘都好好呀.....係個樣有d..........am....唔知點呵wakakaa~~~


till 1:30pm...佢地放走左我地三個!!!!!!!!so gd la!!!!!!唔駛再back CPH la~~~wakakaa~~~then我同左karen去食車仔麵~~~嘩~~~好辣呵大佬!!!!!!!wakakaaaa~~~咁又番左日工la~~~lee d咩工黎架~~~真係好free ar~~~又有得出街!!!really so happy ar!!!!!!!!!!!back home又sleep jor a few hrs tim ar~~~wakakaaa~~~enjoy~~~


B201...得番一個week ja~~~我唔捨得呀.......我希望下個week可以過得慢d leh~~~~

你地冷我太失望......

因為你地.........我唔開心左成日........

點解你地要食煙!!!!!!!!!點解呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!

點解你地唔安份守己!!!!!!好好地醫好自己個病...快d離開醫院!!!!!!

你地依家又要俾人軟禁喇!!!!!!!連OT都冇得番喇!!!開心la!!!

俾人調走哂!!!!!!!!我好心痛呀!!!!!!!

我估唔到見你地最後一面係當你地經過美心出面....

當時我仲似為你地要去邊度聽書!!!!!

原來that time你地就係俾人送緊去D301!!!!!!!

我仲同你地揮手添呀!!!!!!

你地真係令我好失望!!!!!

黎嘉來...雖然你好口多...好麻煩...但B201冇左你...變得好冷清...

何志雄...冇左你行catwalk...B201失去了色彩~~~原本你有得去wetland park ga~~~now乜都冇la!!!

曹志剛......你lunar new yr冇得出去見你個女喇!!!!!!開心la!!!

仲有黃精杰...ai~~~

呀彭敬生呀!!!!!!!!y你要做二五仔wor!!!臨走前都要搞鑊咁既野出黎!!!!!!

再+埋曾國碧去HWH..........今日成個ward都好冷清.........

連文伙貴都大覺訓............

就算我地佈置哂d新年飾物.......成個ward都唔熱鬧咁.........

唔知.......鄧二海會唔會係幕後黑手呢???佢好奸狡咁呀!!!

好sad ar!!!!!!!冇哂心機呀~~~ai~~~~

our first outing!!!

估唔到..........我同michelle既第一次outing....竟然係陪呀來來去安定交租!!!!!!!!wakakkaaa~~~ho lor man ar~~~as today得我同michelle番D~~~so just only find we2 go ja~~~仲有wai姑娘帶住我地!!!!!!!!!


呢個黎嘉來!!!出左青山就成隻門口狗咁!!!!!!!!勁afraid wor he~~~佢話afraid俾d仇家同黑社會大佬尋仇wor!!!!!嘩你條友丫!!!平時o係ward成日口多多...又聲大大!!!估唔到一出左去會咁冇膽架~~~wakakaaa~~~但我心諗...如果你really有仇家...咁我地陪你出去咪仲大鑊???wakakaaa~~~無la la俾人隊林左都唔知咩事呀!!!wakakaaa~~~你都咪話唔驚~~~hahahaaa~~~


nearly 12就搞掂lu~~~back CPH~~~wait eat lunch la~~~afternoon就係開B201既武林大會~~~hahahaaa~~~just like學生會為學生爭取福利咁!!!together with ward man and kai sir and whole ward geh patients...hahahaa~~~ok funny wor又~~~5pm做放工!!!咁又一日lu~~~wakakakaa~~~~

meet rita@town centre

番A呀今日~~~d時間好難過呀真係~~~我同michelle成朝坐o係花園度睇書呀!!!!!!冇錯呀~~~真係睇書呀!!!!!!!!你地諗下我呢個人...........最憎係睇書架喇!!!!!!!!!但o係lee d咁free既時間裏面........我唔睇書...都唔知叫我做乜好~~~so今日我睇左心靈雞湯呀~~~咩女人的話題喎~~~咦!!!睇睇下又幾好睇wor!!!!!!!!我都睇左半本架~~~michelle就睇到sleep左添呵~~~wakakakaa~~~睇完書呀肥佬呀sir就安排左我地去毅智參觀!!!!!!咁我地兩個就自己行去lor!!!!!!唔............一入去呢........好有壓迫感呀!!!!!!!not so comfortable for me..........有個miss orientate us~~~about 30 mins la~~~番番去B201~~~肥佬呀sir就ask us有咩feeling lor~~~傾左一兩句...又冇野do lor~~~late d呀陳姑娘俾左張藝峰同林燦興呢兩個cases to me and michelle......叫我地try to approach them and chat with them..........ask about whether they have insight or not la....又可以ask下佢地點睇佢地個病咁la~~~oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!佢地兩個平時都唔多講野既!!!!!!!!!!!林燦興仲好似好惡添呀!!!!!!!!今次真係有排煩喇~~~~tmr先算la~~~


after work....back home eat lunch la....之後去左town centre meet rita ar~~~kekekee~~~冇見佢a few weeks la~~~hahaaa~~~永遠見親佢都會想喪笑lor!!!!!!!!!!俾佢cheat左我食好多野咁!!!佢自己又食少少wor!!!!!!!!好衰衰呀!!!!!!!wakakaa~~~周圍行下la~~~finally we go jor影貼紙相呵!!!!wakakaa~~~really long long time冇影過喇!!!!!!!!!!好q熱呀玩到!!!!!!!!!仲要俾佢話我低b仔!!!車~~~wakakakaa~~~你都同我差唔多姐!!!不過你勝在笑得純真+自然咋嘛!!!!!!!!!wakakaa~~~唔知下次見你係when lu~~~but anyway.......take care of urself ar~~~得閒就msn我呢!!!i will miss u ar~~~~wuwuwuwu~~~~~

三十蚊

今日番p~~~幾happy ar today~~~今日來來請us eat粟一燒...but we mo eat la~~~費事la~~~又去左garden同OT叔叔呀成哥吹水呀!!!!!!!!仲鋤泥添呀今日!!!wakakaaa~~~鋤到出血...........wakakaa~~~so lor man ar me.......wakakaaaa~~~忠強同來來又請我地食糖~~~hahaaa~~~之後又企o係station出面同d pts chat ha la~~~呀楊合滿好terrible ar!!!!!!!!佢同michelle講ugly野呀!!!!!!!!+埋蘇永雄..........i think we'd better 離開佢兩個遠d la~~wakakaaa~~~


傾傾下呀.........呀朱至平無la la走埋我度...........佢呀.........話俾三十蚊我請我聽日飲茶呀!!!!!!!!wakakaa~~~ho lor man ar!!!!!!!!!!!佢隻手真係take左$30!!!一張$10 and一張$20!!!!!!!!佢仲話佢大把$$呀~~~~咩有兩萬幾蚊wor!!!!!!!!!!咁我梗係話唔要la~~~wakakakaa!!!!之後佢講講就走左lu~~~~so cute ar he~~~~~~wakakaa!!!但係呢.......佢有一隻眼blind jor ga.......之後陳姑娘ask us g ng g y his eye wui blind jor........we sure ng know la~~~miss said....原來佢隻眼.............係o係佢自己病發that time........in MTR station..........自己挖左隻眼出黎架!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh my GOD!!!!!!!!!天呀!!!!!好terrible ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!點挖呀大佬!!!!!!!!!!!!!life taken ar!!!!!!!!!!!!好痛呀!!!i can't imagine ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!點解會發生d咁既事架!!!!!!!!!!!!!impossible ar!!!!!!!!!he is so poor!!!really so poor...........i want to cry.............

happy birthday to KAREN!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAREN!!!!!

好彩我地食左隻雞脾先ja~~~wakakaaa~~~

this is the first yr we celebrate with u~~~last yr都冇celebrate到~~~

so this yr補番數lor~~~keee

frdship forever la we5!!!!!!!!!!!